It still doesn't feel like the start of a new year to me. Not getting use to referring 2009 as last year.  I have not thought of any resolutions to start off this year as I don't think I will fulfill it all. And no use reflecting back to 2009 since it wasn't really a great year for me.

I always feel that life is like a dream. Sometimes we are never really awake from our sleep. As we are often submerged by our feelings, be it love or hate. Our ideas to be good, bad or awful, we are always stumbled onto this question that leave us pondering, is the reality we know a reality imposed to us by nature? Is the reality a creation for love, music or colours? Are we human beings just a form of surviving machine, blindly programmed to preserve our existence?

My holidays are finally here, after all the hardcore revisions for the past few weeks. Even though, I am missing my classmates already. Especially YUAI PARKER, I know she will be reading this. Hey, where are our hair extensions?! And zes, eh, i will not be missing the intimate lesbian actions in class, but I will miss those times when we can share secrets. But one thing for good is she can stop paying for my food! Her 18th birthday is coming soon, wonder what to get for her.

I am suppose to meet my babes out for cabbage today, and seems like everyone knows that. Heading to jurong point now to have my training.

This is a day that is favorable for the destructive side of general activity. And weeks later, I am probably celebrating over my weight loss.